Camp Thoughts

Thought that I would update as I grabbed a little bit of internet time. All is well. I'm heading into my third week of camp. So far, the staff's gotten along, and I have had really great campers. One thing about camp, however, is that even with great campers and a staff that gets along, camp in general can be difficult. I feel very cut off from the rest of society, but mostly I am just tired. I am tired down in my bones. From seven in the morning to nine at night, I am in counselor mode. And I do love my campers. But I think this is going to be the last year that I can do this. I think that some people are born with the skills to be counselors and others just aren't. I do not think that this job comes naturally to me. It is just strange that I did not figure it out until my third year. I've got to figure out my life right now. This is the point where I need to focus on me.

Now I must go and enjoy the few hours that I have for a weekend. So I hope everyone is having a good summer.